I'm pacing the floor again
Trying to understand
If I feel this guilt because I'm bad
Or just cause I'm scared
The path ahead scares me
The alternative's deadly
So why does this call to freedom
Only leave me scared and running
From good reason?

Quick, call the ambulance, and get em here fast
Cause I'm about to do something I'm gonna regret
Oh, I know that I know I will
But I don't know I will

I'm starting to wake up
I have some good days, now
But I am still weighed down
By the things I regret
Write these words on my forehead
That I may never forget
That every shadowed night ends giving way
To holy daybreak, I can make it

Quick, call the ambulance, and get em here fast
Cause I'm about to do something I'm gonna regret
Oh, I know that I know I will
But I don't know I will
I've been hating myself; it leaves me asking if
I could be both so broken
And so made in an image
Oh, I know that I know I am
But I don't know I am

Quick, call the ambulance, and get em here fast
Cause I'm about to do something I'm gonna regret
Oh, I know that I know I will
But I don't know I will
I've been hearing of hope like a song on the breeze
Called in notes carried off from a faraway king
And I know that He knows I bleed
Cause He bleeds here with me

O Lord, what you say, well I do believe
So God, help my unbelief

Hold on, think twice before you shoot to kill
Cause there's some blood in these veins
And it's worth pumping still
Hold on, think twice before you write me off
Cause there's some life in these bones
It's undeniable